Monday 21 January 2008

Searching for the president in Tehran's weekend

God,
Teach to the ones that you like
To love more in their life
And teach to the ones that you love
To like more than they love
(Ibn Arabi, 1165-1240)

- Is it your studio?
- Yes, come in please...
- So old….Is there any lamp here? it is so dark
- Well, there is one upstairs, in my studio...You have to climb the stairs in dark...Sorry, but you know....I don't have that much visitor here and I can climb the stairs even when I am asleep. Do you want me to take your hand?
- No, thanks...
- But you might fall down...
- I don't want to take your hand...
- But I am telling it for your seek
- I don't care...
- Be careful, the next stair is...
- Ahhhhhh, what was that?
- I wanted to tell you...
- It hurtttttttts...
- Sorry, but I wanted to...
- Hold my hand...
- OK...
- How many stairs left?...
- Just a few...
- So where is your studio?...
- I told you, just a few stairs...
- I am tired...
- I am too...
- Have you got a drink?...
- Yes, I have...That's why you came with me...
- Are you sure that was the reason?...
- At least I said so...
- And do you think that I wanted a drink?
- At least you said so...
- So where is your studio?
- Here...Open the door...
- Me?
- Yes, you...
- Why me? It is your studio..
- Now it is ours...
- Ours? He he...Don't tell me that you are that generous...
- I am not...
- You are not what?
- I am not...
- OK, let me go in, turn on the light for god seek...I feel we are in our grave
- OK...But we are...
- We are what?
- Never mind...
- Wow...What's going on here?...How many books you have !!! What is that cage?
- This is my pet...
- But there is nothing inside the cage...
- Well, I don't particularly like pets...
- So why you put the cage here in the middle of the room?...
- Because I want to have the feeling of having a pet...
- By cage?
- Because I don't want my pet hang around in my place...I am very busy...I can look after every mess that my pet can make...So I want to keep it in the cage...
- But it is cruel....You have to take it out sometimes...What is that portrait on the wall?
- Which one?...
- The one without the face...
- That's me....When I was student...
- You look much younger now...
- Thank you, should I take it as a compliment?
- I don't know...
- Thanks any way...
- You are welcome...
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- ...
- ...
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- Do you like to have a drink?
- mmmm, yeah, good idea...What do you have?
- Wine...Red wine...
- I am OK...
- So you want?
- What do you want?
- I asked you do you want red wine?
- Yes...I am OK with a glass of red wine...
- Let me wash the glasses...
- I can wash....I like to see your kitchen as well...
- It is there at the end of corridor, on the left...
- Nice little kitchen...Nice for a couple...
- But I am single...
- I know...That's why I am here...
- So you lied to me when you said I want a drink?
- So you lied to me when you proposed me a drink?
- ...
- ...
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- What do you have to wash the glasses?
- Water and memories...
- Where can I pick some memories?
- There...In the cupboard...
- But they are expired...They are no good anymore...
- So take some from the stairs...
- But it is dark… Also they are painful...
- Well, we have a bit here as well...
- Where?
- Here, in my studio...
- No, we haven't had any memory yet...
- But we have talked...
- That is not memory...
- So what is the memory?
- It is deeds not words...
- You mean together?
- Can be together as well...
- But we haven't had any memory together...Ah, but you opened the door, here you go...
- But I just opened the door
- But you made a memory...
- That's not counted...
- You are chicky...
- You are stupid...
- Why you are insulting me?
- Why are you insulting me?
- Whatever...Why?
- ...
- ...
- Let's drink from the bottle...
- You first...
- OK...
- ...
- ...
- ...
- I want to smoke...
- I want too...
- Do you want to smoke from my cigarettes?
- mmmmmmm, yeah...Thanks...
- Let's go and sit on the sofa...
- OK...
- I like your sofa...
- I like it to...
- Do you like something else?
- I like you sitting on my sofa...
- Really?
- Yeah...Why do you think you are here?...
- Then we can have a memory together...
- Exactly...
- ...
- ...
- ...
- Have you been single for a long time?...
- Well, somehow yes, somehow no...
- What does that mean?
- I don't know...
- Do you like anyone?
- I told I do...I like you..
- You told you like my sitting on your sofa...
- What is the difference?
- I don't know...
- ...
- ...
- ...
- Do you like me a little or more?...
- I don't know...
- How come you don't know?...
- Because I don't know you that well...
- You don't know me that well??!!! So why am I here?
- I don't know...
- So you don't like me....You just want to use me...
- Nooooo...
- Yes, you men are all like that....Just abusers...I am going...
- Please...Why you are like that?
- Why are you like that?
- OK, whatever...
- Whatever what?
- I like you...
- You are lying...I am going...
- Why should I lie?
- I don't know
- I like you...
- You are lying...You are not able to prove it...
- How should I prove?...
- Don't touch me...
- Sorry...
- You see...You don't like me...You like...
- OK, OK...Let's play, how do you want me to prove?
- By your word...
- But I did...I told you…
- No, that was a lie, you bullshit...
- So how do you want me to prove?...
- ...
- ...
- ...
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- Say S to show me how much you like my being in your studio...
- SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
- Say E to show me how much you are bullshiting
- e
- Nice liitle e....OK I believe....
- :)
-Say A to express how much you are not bullshiting
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
- Say R to show how much you liked me when you first saw me
- RRRRRRRRRRR
- Say C if you where thinking to hunt me...
- C
- Just that?
- C
- Do you know Spanish? Say H to show me how much you know Spanish...
- h
- Just a little you mean?....Ok, Say I and consider I am leaving now...
- IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
- Say N to beg me to stay...
- NNNNNNNNNNN
- So You are begging me?
- NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
- Say, G and consider I turn back at the door and look at you again, I am not sure if I should go or not...
- g
- So I will stay more...
- :)))))))
- ...
- ...
- Say F to tell me how much you like my eyes...
- FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
- Say O to tell me how much you want to kiss me....
- OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
- Say R to show how much you hate my shoes...
- r
- So you hate them?....If you hate my shoes, you can't like me king bullshit....I am leaving...
- TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
- What did you say? How did you know that I wanted to ask you T and H?
- ...
- You are silly....
- ;)
- Say E if I am right
- e
- So sweet....Say it again...
- e
- mmmm, I like it....Say P to show me how much I should like it
- PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
- Say R to show me how much you like my neck...
- RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
- I knew that bastard, you can't stop looking at it
-...
- Say E to show how much you like my legs
- e
- Just that?
- e
- You are flirting with me...you know I like when you say e?
- e
- You chicky...
- e
- So sweet...
- e
- I am thinking to kiss you, Say S if you like it...
- SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
- Say I and consider I changed my mind...
- IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
- Say D if you want me to kiss your lips...
- DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
- Say E if you like a French kiss...
- e
- Saaayyy iiiiiitttt agaaaaaaaaaiiiiiin
- e
- agaaaaaaaaaaiiiiinnn...
- e
- ...
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- I liked your lips...
- e
- Say N if you liked mine...
- NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
- Say T if you want more...
- TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
- Say I if you want me to take my t-shirt off...
- IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
- Say N if you want to have sex with me...
- NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
- Nice to know that horney little bull…Say T if you wanted to have sex with me from the first time that you saw me....
- TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
- What????!!!
- TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
- I can't believe that...
- TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ?
- You fucking liar, horney asshole....So you planned to have sex with me from the beginning....You men are all like pigs....You just think about sex, heavy metal and football....I am going....Leave me aaaaaaaaaallllloooonnnnee....I will scream if you don't go off from my eyes...
- e
- Fuck offfffffffffffffffffff
- e
- I don't want to hear it againnnnnnnnnnnnn...
- e
- Leave me...
- e
- Please...
- e
- Don't do it again..
- e
- I liked you...
- e
- I wanted to kiss you again
- e
- I wanted to eat your lips
- e
- Say H if you want me to have sex with you
- h
- Say R if you want me to take your cloths off...
- RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
- Say A if you want to take mine offffffff...
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
- Ahhhhhhh, I love it.....Noooooo....Slowlllllyyyyyy......mmmmmmmmmm....Ahhhhhhhh
- ....
- Say N if you want me to....
- NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
- ....
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- ....
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- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
- ....
- Thank you
- Thank you too...
- ....
- ....
- Do you think we are kind of together now?
- What???
- I mean, do you see any change?
- Change???
- We did something, didn't we?
- Yes, we did....So what?
- So it is a memory...
- Yes, it is....but just a memory
- So know we have a memory together...
- Yes, we do...
- :)
- :)
- May I ask you something?
- Yes, of course
- Do you like me?
- Yes, I do....What do you think?
- I don't know...
- Was it exactly the stuff you wanted to ask?
- ....
- Hey, I am with you...
- ....
- Come on...
- I mean...
- You mean what?...
- I mean we have a memory together...right?
- Yes, I told we did...But I think that doesn't change anything...We had had some memories from the beginning...
- But not in my studio....Things outside was not any special...
- What does make memories special?
- I don't know...But there is a difference...
- Why are you bullshiting? Go straight to your point...
- I am not bullshiting...Memories are special when they respond to some metaphors...
- What metaphors? What are you talking about?....We drunk the wine from the same bottle...DO you remember? What is the difference between drinking wine from a same bottle and having sex?...
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- Tell me, what is the difference?...
- You are chicky bitch...
- I just told you the truth...
- ...
- Why are you turning your head from me?
- ...
- Come on, where are you going?
- I want to smoke....
- We can smoke on the sofa...
- Here is my studio...Smoking is allowed only in the kitchen...
- But we smoked on the sofa...
- That was an exception...
- What?
- Nothing changed...
- What do you mean nothing changed...Of course something has changed...
- You just said nothing has changed...
- That was different from smoking in the studio...
- What is the difference between smoking in the studio and having sex?
- You are a big bastard ....
- No, you tell me...What is the difference?
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- ...
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- I am going to smoke...
- Wait I am coming too...
- ...
- ...
- ...
- Do you like me?
- I told I did, yes
- Can you die for me?
- I don't know...
- So you don't like me...
- Why should I die for you?
- Because you like me...
- Why should I compromise?
- Because you like me...
- But nothing changed...
- No, something changed...You like me now...
- So what?
- Now you should die for me...
- I am not playing your games anymore...
- So you don't like me...you wanted to have sex and that's it...Happy guy...You scored, ha? You are nothing but a piece of shit...I am leaving...
- ...
- Bye
- ...
- I told you I am leaving, bye...
- ...
- Byeeeeeeeeee
- ...
- Are you deaf?
- ...
- Fuck you!!
- ...
- ...
- e
- What? :)
- e
- Say it again...
- ;)
- please...
- ....
- EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
- You can't imitate me chicky monkey...
- Say it please...
- No...
- Pleaseeeeee
- No...
- I am leaving then...
- OK...bye
- Say e before I go...
- I am not saying...
- :((((
- Don't cry...
- :(((((((
- please...
- You broke my heart...
- You had broken it before...
- Sorry...
- I am sorry too....
- Say e please...
- Do you like me?
- Say e please...
- I asked you do you like me?...
- You are a big bastard...
- Why?
- I begged you to say e...How cruel you are?
- I just asked you one question…I told e million times…
- Say it again
- I just said it again...Are you deaf?
- No, that was not special
- What do you mean?
- I want a special e for myself
- But I am not special for you
- Yes, you are...
- No, I am not…Nothing changed
- You are driving me crazy
- You said so…I am sorry
- I like you but I can’t compromise…
- What does that mean?
- I like you but I am not in love with you…
- So what?
- I can’t compromise then…
- And I should?
- Yes…
- Whyyyyyyyyyyy?
- Because you like me…
- You are driving me crazy…
- :)
- :(
- But, I like you…
- …
- I said I like you
- :(
- Come on, don’t be a kid…
- I am not…
- Yes, you are
- You are so selfish
- You too…You want me to compromise…
- You want me to compromise too…
- But you don’t have any choice…What else do you want to do?
- I don’t know...
- Here you go…
- You are bastard, bitch…
- I am just a woman
- But you are different...
- Why?
- Because I like you
- …
- …
- What time is it?
- It is weekend
- So I don’t care…
- …
- You look even
- I am not
- Are you tired?
- I don’t know…
- Let’s go and sleep…
- So you are not going?
- Well, I am thinking of staying if you don’t mind
- Of course, I don’t mind...
- So you compromise
- You did so
- No, I’ve chosen to stay
- …
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- …
- Do you think we are dreaming?
- I think we are dreaming in our dream…
- What does that mean?
- I think when you are dreaming in your dream it means that you are in real reality but timeless so past and future can happen now or now in past or past in future…
- I can’t understand…
- Never mind
- But we are with each other now...At least I see it so
- Yes we are...I see the same...
- I have a strange feeling...
- What?
- Your pet is hungry...
- Shit, I forgot…Now, he doesn’t let us sleep
- He?
- pet I mean...
- Let me feed your pet...
- I can do that…
- No, I want to do that…
- OK
- :)
- :)
- I think she is sad...
- She?
- Pet I mean
- You think so?
- Yes, her eyes are so sad
- How do you know?…I can’t see anything
- Because I am a woman…
- …
- I think she needs a company...
- I can’t afford two pets, come on…
- Let it go and find her soulmate then... outside of this cage and studio
- Then I’ll be alone…
- So you want someone sacrifices for you?
- It is not someone, it is just a pet…
- But it has soul…
- I have soul too…
- She can be happy outside...
- But I can’t...
- You can too...
- How?
- You’ve already changed…
- You said nothing has changed
- But you have changed...I can see it
- How?
- You like me now, don't you?…
- So?
- Look at the picture on the wall….What is in the picture?
- Which one?
- The portrait that I asked you...
- It is me…When I was student…
- Look at it again...
- Whattttttt!!!...It is not my portrait anymore...It is a studio with a cage in the middle...and a faceless couple from back...
- Who is beside you?
- Me?
- The faceless girl sitting on the sofa?
- It is not for now....I mean it didn't happen in a studio!!!
- What do you mean?
- It wasn’t there… I swear it is a miracle…
- Who is that girl?
- I don’t know
- Are you sure?...
- I know, I knowwwwwwww, It is you…When we were student…
- You see…You couldn't have seen me in your portrait before....
- What happened after we took the picture?
- You don’t remember?
- No
- Nothing had changed? Ha?
- ...
- You left me...
- No...
- I told I like you, I can die for you…You told me I can’t compromise…
- I said so?
- Yes, you did
- So you are taking the revenge out of me…
- No
- That’s why you don’t want to compromise now?
- Not at all...Because I like my choice…
- And you didn't like me choice then?
- …
- Do you still like me?…
- I don't know
- You don't know?
- Yes, I do…But not more than I did when we took the picture…
- I could see your face in my portrait…You are much more beautiful now
- I told you the same…
- You said so?
- Yes, I did…
- I don’t remember…
- Never mind
- I love you…
- But I have to leave…
- It is weekend !!!
- I don’t care…
- But you said you have chosen to stay over…
- Yes, but I've changed my mind…
- You can’t…
- Why?
- Because you said so…
- I didn’t close any choice…
- You are breaking my heart
- You did it when we were student…
- I am sorry
- You said nothing had changed…
- I am sorry
- You told me compromise is not like paying for a t-shirt
- I am sorry
- Never mind
- …
- I want clean the kitchen, feed your begore I go
- You don’t need to do so…
- Never mind, I want to remember how much I liked you
- But it hurts me…Memories hurt me
- At least we have enough memories to wash all the kitchen, don’t we?…I mean both of us individually and together....I can't stand this mess in your kitchen anymore
- But you are leaving, aren't you?
- And?
- So why do you care?
- I care for my memories...
- I can help you…
- You feed the poor pet for god seek…
- OK
- Here is so dirty…I wish I could have cleaned it long ago…
- I know, but I told you....I don’t have that much visitor…
- But you should be prepared for visitors at any time…
- My pet is happy now…
- Make her happier…
- How?
- Release her…
- …
- Make the bottle of wine full of our memories and put it instead of the pet in the cage…
- What???
- Yes, that reminds you how much we used to like each other at some points in our lives…Although it was not in a same time…I think these memories should better stay in a cage...
- But it is so sad…
- It is not sadder than this poor pet...
- I will…
- When?
- She has already left…The cage is empty, you see?
- She should be happy now...Thank you...
- Why are you looking at me like that?
- Shall I stay?
- Yes, I love so
- I think I love so too
- Let’s go and sleep then…We are tired
- OK…Hold my hand...
- :)
- But before going to bed say e to show how much you love me
- e
- Again
- e
- I think I love you
- I am sure I love you too…
- We are dreaming, aren’t we?
- We are dreaming in our dream…
- So time is not important? You said so?
- Yes...
- So we might be dead...
- We might be, Or one of us...Or even we can be both alive but in different times...
- Whatever, I like what I have now...
- I just love it…
- Good night…
- Sweet dreams…
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